Three months postpartum, I was still bleeding when the front door clicked open. My husband walked inside carrying another woman’s suitcase and calmly said, “She’s moving in. I want a divorce.”
He said it the way someone asks for more coffee.
I was sitting on the couch with our daughter asleep against my chest, her tiny fist clutching my hospital gown because actual clothes still hurt too much. The house smelled like milk, iron, and lavender detergent. My body felt like a battlefield. My stitches pulled every time I breathed too deeply.
Behind Daniel, Vanessa stepped across my hardwood floors in cream-colored heels.
She smiled at me.
Not nervous.
Not guilty.
Victorious.
“Don’t make this ugly, Mara,” Daniel said without looking at the baby. “You’re emotional right now.”
I looked at him carefully then. Really looked at him.
The man who cried hearing our daughter’s heartbeat for the first time. The man who rubbed my swollen ankles at night. The man who, apparently, had been sleeping with his junior partner while I carried his child.
Vanessa placed her suitcase beside our wedding photographs.