The rain started to fall during the journey. A driving rain streaked across the road, turning the headlights into blurry trails.
The rescue teams were still working when we arrived. Flashlights swept the riverbank. Mud had soaked the hem of my wedding dress.
Claire had taken a different route, a shortcut along the river. Her car went off the road and ended up in the water.
The next day, her body was found, and instead of a honeymoon, there was a funeral. Black dresses. Dishes piled high on the counters. You could hear: “She knew you loved her,” with that terrible, bittersweet certainty you use when you have nothing interesting to say.
And all this time, one thought kept nagging at me.
Claire was trying to tell me something.
A week later, Ryan left for work. Twenty minutes after he left, my phone rang.
“Megan?” I replied, surprised.
Megan was Claire’s best friend at work, a woman I had only met twice but whom I immediately liked because she spoke to Claire without flinching.
Her voice was tense. “Alice, I need you to come to the office immediately.”
“For what?”
“She left you a phone number. And a note. They were on my desk. I just got back from my sick grandfather’s house this morning and found them. Come immediately.”
I didn’t call Ryan. I grabbed my keys and drove seventy-five kilometers to the city, my heart pounding so hard my fingers were shaking on the steering wheel.
Megan was waiting near the reception desk, pale and wringing her hands. She silently led me to her office.
An envelope with my name written in Claire’s handwriting was lying there. Next to it, her phone. I thought it had been lost with the car. I pictured it lying at the bottom of the river, with all the words she had never had time to say.
Megan murmured, “The security guard said she was in a hurry that day and probably forgot them.”
My fingers were barely working when I opened the envelope.
“Alice, if you’re reading this, it’s time the truth came out. Don’t trust Ryan. Watch the latest video in the gallery on this phone.”
I stopped breathing.
I picked up the phone. My thumb was shaking so much that I missed the screen the first time. Then I opened the gallery and pressed play.
The screen displayed Ryan.
That’s not my Ryan standing at the altar. A younger Ryan, but the same face, the same voice, the same smile.
Claire stood before him as he slipped a ring onto her finger. Then he kissed her.
A hoarse sound escaped from my throat.
The next sequence began before I could collect my thoughts. Ryan was sitting in a restaurant booth, far too close to another woman. Then another sequence. Another woman. Yet another.
The filming of Claire was shaky, rushed, furious.
Megan put her hand to her mouth. “Oh my God.”
For several seconds, I remained frozen in front of the screen, Claire’s last words echoing in my head. Then I grabbed the phone, folded the note, and left before completely collapsing in front of Megan.
I cried all the way back and had to stop once because I couldn’t see the road because of my tears.
That evening, Ryan came in through the front door, carrying yellow roses and a box of cupcakes from my favorite bakery.
“Hey,” he said softly. “I was thinking maybe we could…”
Then he stopped.
Both our families were sitting in the living room. My parents were stiff and pale on the sofa. His mother was standing by the fireplace. And I was standing by the coffee table, Claire’s phone in my hand.
“Sit down,” I said.
Ryan stared at the phone when I pressed play.
Silence reigned in the room, except for Claire’s shaky videos and Ryan’s voice coming from the small speaker. By the end of the first video, his face had turned gray. By the second, his mother had sat down without even looking for a chair.
When the third clip was finished, my father whispered, “My God.”
Ryan finally spoke up. “I can explain.”
” You are welcome. “
He ran a hand through his hair. “I knew Claire before I met you. We went out together. It ended badly.”
“Did you love him?”
He looked down at the ground. “At that moment, I believed him.”
“So when you met me and realized I was her sister, you didn’t say anything.”
“I was afraid she’d ruin everything, Alice. When Claire confronted me later, I told her that if she said anything, everyone would think she was just trying to destroy your happiness out of jealousy.”
That’s how he silenced my sister.
Ryan said I reassured him. He said his relationship with Claire was chaotic and unhealthy. He said his feelings for me were genuine. He said people can change.