He is ordered not to contact you directly except through attorneys.
He is warned not to make public statements about paternity.
Outside the courtroom, Diego waits near the elevators.
Paola is beside him again.
He looks at you with hatred.
“You’re proud of yourself?” he asks.
Marisol steps forward, but you raise a hand.
You look at Diego calmly.
“No,” you say. “I’m protecting my child from the man who called him a mistake before hearing his heartbeat.”
His face flickers.
Not guilt.
Annoyance.
That hurts less than you expect.
Paola mutters, “You’re unbelievable.”
You turn to her.
For the first time, you let yourself really see her.
The perfect hair. The soft dress. The hand on her stomach. The woman who sat across from you at your own kitchen table months ago asking for pozole recipes while sleeping with your husband.
“No,” you say. “I was believable. That’s why you had to work so hard to make me look guilty.”
Paola looks away first.
That night, you return home.
Your home.
The locks have been changed under the court order. Diego’s clothes sit in boxes in the garage. His mother’s key no longer works. The silence feels different now.
Not empty.
Protected.
You walk into the nursery that never became anything because you and Diego kept saying “maybe later.” The walls are plain. The closet holds old holiday decorations and a broken fan.
You stand in the center of the room and place both hands on your stomach.
“You are wanted,” you whisper.
Your voice breaks.
“You hear me? Whatever he says, whatever they say, you are wanted.”
For the first time since the pregnancy test, joy returns.
Small.
Fragile.
But real.
Then your phone rings.
Unknown number.
You almost ignore it.
But something makes you answer.
