“Sarah,” I whispered, my voice breaking into a jagged sob.
I took her hand. It was ice-cold and impossibly light, as if nothing but brittle bone and translucent skin remained. “Baby, I’m here. Mom is here.”
Her dark eyelashes fluttered. For a terrifying moment, I thought I had arrived too late. Then, slowly, painfully, her green eyes opened. They were unfocused at first, clouded by heavy morphine, but then they locked onto my face.
“Mom,” she breathed.
Those three letters completely shattered me. I bent over the metal rail of the bed and pressed her fragile hand against my wet cheek. “Of course I came,” I wept. “Why didn’t you call me? Why didn’t you let me come take care of you?”
Sarah’s eyes drifted shut, a tear leaking from the corner of her eye. “Greg told me not to bother you. He said you were enjoying your retirement. He said… he said I’d be a burden, and that I’d be getting better soon anyway.”
A burden. I had raised her single-handedly after her father died when she was eight. I had worked double shifts at the hospital to pay for her college. I would have ripped my own heart out of my chest and handed it to her if she needed it. And some arrogant, manipulative monster had convinced her I was too busy to hold her hand while she died.
Brenda touched my shoulder gently. “Mrs. Hayes? Can we step into the hallway for just a moment?”
I kissed Sarah’s burning forehead, promised I would be right back, and followed the nurse out the door.
The moment the door clicked shut, the grief in my chest instantly solidified into a cold, terrifying rage.
“How long does she have?” I asked.
Brenda didn’t force me to beg for the truth. “Days. Maybe a week if her heart holds out. The pancreatic cancer is fully metastatic. It ravaged her liver, then her lungs. We are keeping her comfortable, but there is no reversing this.”
I braced my hand against the wall to keep from collapsing. “When was she diagnosed?”
“Four months ago.”
Four months of agonizing scans, brutal treatments, and sheer terror, and not a single phone call had reached me.
“Tell me about the Bahamas,” I said, my voice dropping to a glacial, deadly whisper. “Tell me exactly what her husband has done.”
Brenda pulled a thick, manila folder from the nurse’s station and led me into a private, empty staff breakroom. She spread the paperwork across a laminate table.
“Greg came here exactly once,” Brenda said, her voice laced with professional disgust. “The day she was admitted. He stayed for twenty-three minutes. He filled out the intake forms, explicitly left your name off the contact list, claimed he had urgent international corporate travel, and walked out. We haven’t seen him since.”
She pulled out her smartphone and pulled up the Instagram screenshot she had emailed me.
There was Greg, heavily tanned, standing on a pristine white-sand beach in turquoise water. He was wearing expensive sunglasses, his arm wrapped tightly around the waist of a stunning, twenty-something blonde woman in a bikini. The woman was leaning into his chest, laughing.
The caption read: Paradise found with my forever paradise. #Bahamas #NewBeginnings #Wife
The blonde was tagged. Chloe Vance.
