As they packed up their briefcases, I looked at Greg one last time.
“Silence from me going forward is not forgiveness, Greg,” I said coldly. “It is absolute, permanent disgust.”
Two weeks later, Greg’s wealth management firm fired him with cause. The insurance company permanently denied his claim and forwarded his file to the state prosecutor for wire fraud.
He was ruined. But my work was just beginning.
I moved to Juneau six months after my daughter died.
I didn’t move all at once. Grief works in small, painful increments. I assumed the month-to-month lease on Sarah’s modest apartment. I kept her chipped coffee mugs in the cupboard and the colorful magnets from her students on the refrigerator.
I took the legal pad of Greg’s stolen finances and the insurance payout, and I officially launched the Sarah Lawson Educational Foundation.
I walked into her elementary school and introduced myself to the principal. I didn’t come to mourn; I came to work. I started volunteering twice a week. I sorted library books. I helped with art projects. I became the lady who knew where the best picture books were hidden.
One afternoon, the principal handed me a thick stack of manila folders. Inside were letters from Sarah’s former fifth-grade students. “Miss Lawson made me love reading,” one girl wrote. “She told me I was brave before I believed it,” wrote a boy with messy handwriting.
I sat on Sarah’s floor and read every single one until I had no tears left.
The foundation grew rapidly. Word spread through the Alaskan teaching networks. We funded emergency rent for a middle-school science teacher battling breast cancer. We provided travel grants for an educator needing heart surgery in Seattle. We bought thousands of books for underfunded classroom libraries.
