I wiped my hands on a dish towel and tried for humor anyway. “If you got someone pregnant… I need ten seconds to become the kind of mother who handles that well. I’m too young to be a Glam-ma.”
That got me the faintest breath of a laugh.
“Not that, Mom.”
“Okay. Great. Not great, but better.”
I sat at the kitchen table. Leo stayed standing for a second, then finally sat across from me.
“Mom, can you sit down? Please?”
“Mom?” Leo whispered.
I couldn’t answer. I grabbed another letter.
“I don’t know if you hate me. My mother says you do. I don’t believe her, but I don’t know how to reach you otherwise.”
“Oh no, no, no,” I muttered.
“I know this looks bad.”
Leo moved closer. “What is it?”
“He thought I hated him.”
Gwen let out a shaky breath. “That’s what our mother told him. She didn’t just lie, Heather. She stole eighteen years from all of you.”
I opened the third letter so fast I almost tore it.
“If it’s a boy, I hope he laughs like you do when you’re really happy.”
My hand flew to my mouth.