“You possess a resilience that you do not yet recognize,” she told me with a conviction that brought tears to my eyes. I shook my head because I did not want to be resilient; I simply wanted to return to a time when she was making tea in the kitchen at dawn.
“You do not need to speak right now because I know it exhausts you,” I said while stroking her forehead. She ignored my protest and pulled me closer so that her next words would be heard only by me.
“Do not allow him to intimidate you once I am gone,” she breathed with a desperation that confused me. At the time, I assumed she was referring to the fear of the future or the grief of losing her, but her eyes drifted toward the closed door of the suite.
My father was not present in the room during that final exchange, as he had stepped out thirty minutes prior after checking his watch multiple times. Richard Vance had spent the majority of the last week standing by the window while speaking in hushed tones to his business associates about asset transitions and estate control.
He never shed a single tear throughout the entire ordeal. I attempted to convince myself that he was simply processing his sorrow in a private manner, yet my mother clearly possessed a knowledge that I lacked.
“Promise me,” she urged as the machines continued their soft, rhythmic hum. “I promise you, Mom,” I whispered into the quiet air as her fingers finally relaxed their hold on mine.
